i dont let it get me down, not a pussy that good, nor a titty that round. for anything its worth, trust is a must. and i learned, gotta let a mut be with a mut.
and some situations, dont end without closure.
March 2012
9 posts
ordinary love shit pt.3 - joe budden
basically covers it. ” i shouldve questioned how you easily became a nomad. ”
” i voiced my complaints, that went ignored. a few things you felt you were too attractive for. ”
“stupid me thought you went and got your shit together”
“you took it to a place where theres no comin back.”
i mean………i would qoute the whole song, but whats the use. the whole thing is so generic, saw it coming, knew it was guna happen, happened before. i guess im just mad at myself, but being biter isnt me. i dont get mad, i get even.
grinded my fucking gears for the last time. eat your heart out, bitch.
i guess joe budden said it best. ” its easy to have a thousand faces, but lets see you be faithful to one. ”
god knows youre incapable.
the truth of the matter is.. people are shady and too afraid to confront the light, but when you force them to see the proverbial light you really see the fucked up side of them.
not sure why im so shocked, but i dont think im “shocked” more uphauled.
the list gets one more add. i went from like 30 friends, to 3.
youre a fair weather friend. convience is key. well, hopefully the door i show you doesnt hit you in the ass.
you would figure i woudlve been used to this by now. lmao.
it is what it is my nigggga. ive cut off so many people in the past 6 months. if you thought you were any differnet than any of them, try again. SNIP. SNIP.
A lot of my reasoning for not doing anything was the fact she was there…oh and 3 cop cars sitting behind me. But mostly her.
So I feel like I failed myself tonight. For a number of reasons, but more or less I let things happen to a person I care about more than the entire world itself. I might’ve been able to handle it different, but knowing she was hurt and upset, the toll that takes on me is indescribable because I put we in the situation not knowingly. It wa supposed to be a good time, but ended bad.
I honestly wish I could just pummel his face in with a fucking shovel. She didn’t deserve that.
